Sometimes I just have those days that I don’t want to be alive. Not necessarily die or kill myself, but maybe just sleep for a year or two until everything is figured out and I can stop feeling like this. I’m just lost, and sad, and confused, and I don’t know if anyone understands that. I just want to take a break from it all for a while.
(Source: horrror, via thethinfriend)
Going to lose weight even if it kills me
Rant #1
Fucking blows my mind how a boy can have total control over your emotional state. What else blows my mind is how a boy can tell you a million things on why your the most amazing girl on the planet, yet turn around the next day pretending like they never even knew you. Like are you fucking kidding me?
What the fuck even goes through your head, how dare you fuck me around like that, how dare you tell me that I’m beautiful and how could anyone treat me bad, clearly that was a lie…and I fell for it quite well. No, boys are all the same. They all want one thing and thats it, they don’t mean any of that bullshit emotional crap that us girls want to hear, it’s just a trap. They know exactly what to say just to lure you in, then once they’re bored, they’ll go tell another girl exactly the same thing.
How can you fucking sleep at night. To majority of the guys out there, you can all go fuck yourself. I hope you live a lonely life.
Once you finally get what you want, never let that go or take it for granted because you’ll never get it back no matter how hard you try
Tomorrow is going to be the shittest day, I can already tell. I don’t want to sleep, I don’t want to go to school, I don’t want to talk to anyone and I just don’t want to wake up for a couple days. I want everyone to be gone, I just want to be alone. I don’t want to be here anymore, I just don’t, I’m sick of this house, these people I call “friends”, I’m just sick of life. Everyone can just fuck right off and leave me alone for once.
tinymarionette asked: ♥
That made my day Xxxx
